Hufh
I dont like lying on this bed alone when I get sick.
I hate when I'm suferring this ill and Nothing I can do.
Just like now :(
Hufh oh god, I dont wanna get sick anymore.
To be honest, I am tired :'(
Now Im just lying on the bad and listening to all of the songs in my handphone with my headset.
Some of my friends start to text me.
A lil of 'em know that I'm sick.
A bit of em say sorry.
None of em come to see me.
I'm dying...
Life could be so hard sometimes, yeah thats true.
Like what i feel right now.
If this is we call life, what a lonenly when there is nobody cares to you.
What about the death?
There is nobody can accompany us when we die..
Whufh I dont have any idea...
Suddenly, I just remember about all the boys lately.
You guys suck !
Thanks but I dont need all the fools you do just to stole my heart and my attention.
Stop compliment me with all of those fvcking flawless words.
I dont like the way you look at me, you dont really figure out who am I.
So stop saying you wanna know me, you wanna get closer to me !
Isn't it weird when you said you like and love me and throw all your attention for me..
BUT ! You want a payback ?! You want me to be not only a girl who you give all of your attention ?!
You want a payback?! FINE ! Leave me !
I never ask all of your attention to me
I never ask any of your help
So why should I hope that you're still here ? Never !
I know Im just a kid
I dont understand whats on your mind about me guys.
I haven't figure what LOVE's out,
I never figure it out !
But its my right to choose who should I'm falling for love.
Its my heart's right to say that I should have a relationship with someone.
so why should I look like in hurry to have someone be my own boyfriend?!
I dont need that one much ! As long as I love you as my friend.
As long as I ask you to be here next to me...
I dont need a boy friend if its mean that we should be together all the times in the name of relationship.
Its not the thing that I expect ! Its not the thing that I want.
Why you never understand me ?!
And Im not running away ! You just dont understand me !
So LEAVE !!!! LEAVE like the others A L W A Y S DID TO ME !
LEAVE ME !
Leave if its better alone than have someone who never have the real of me...
Who never take me as I am.
But, stay..
Stay if it isn't
Its always ok, the rain and the thunder will always there for me.
They never leave me.
And I believe in god. He knows the best for me.
He has the one and only special ways for me.
He has the one for me in the right and proper time :)
It'll turn out for me as the most beautiful moment in my life, for having "the right man" as the one and only.
I wish :)
And let me say.. I miss you, whoever 'd be my boy-my man-my only one- in the next beautiful moment !
Si you there, baby.
Aishiteru, heart...
:D
Its true writing can make you..
Feeling better,
Vitrie
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